Deadlines and Commitments Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Under suburbia the energy flows
Into the night slowly the city goes
I know, you're out there are thinking of me
Take away my troubles, make me see clearlyDon't wanna look the future straight in the eye
Time passes by, I just up and die
Life plays a game that I know, I can't win
Deadlines, commitments they keep comin' back againRunaway , is there really any hope?
Runaway, my life is goin' up in smoke
Apathy
Gotta get out of the cityThe days pass by like a rush hour day

There's still no sign, I keep pluggin' away
Pushed to the point of a breakdown again
Kicked in and dented but somehow still standin'And in the end sometimes the words come out wrong
My mind is saying, I've been gone too long
Life plays a game that I know, I can't win
Deadlines, commitments they keep comin' back again