Dear Wormwood Lyrics

When I was a child, I didn't hear a single word you said
The things I was afraid of, they were all confined beneath my bed
But the years have been long, and you have taught me well to hide away
The things that I believed in, you've taught me to call them all escapesI know who you are nowThere before the threshold, I saw a brighter world beyond myself
And in my hour of weakness, you were there to see my courage fail
For the years have been long, and you have taught me well to sit and wait
Planning without acting, steadily becoming what I hateI know who you are nowI have always known you, you have always been there in my mind
But now I understand you, and I will not be part of your designsI know who I am now
And all that you've made of me
I know who you are now
And I name you my enemyI know who I am now
I know who I want to be
I want to be more than this devil inside of me