Desperately Trying (Swing Mix) Lyrics

Never fears at home when he is with me
That is where he told me where he loved me
Leaving me desperately trying to understandDesperately trying to find a home for him to move to
Desperately trying to find a place for us to stay
Said he never really got foot read
That I never opened up emotionally
Guess I kind of lost my trust on the waySince he is gone I'm sinking
Sinking deeper into who I really am
Now I'm brave enough to show what's inside
But it's too lateSad he'd never loved me
That he always stopped for his feelings to grow
And I went and hope and hope for things to change
Since he is gone I keep on finding out
Our little things (?) about him
Realized that it was always there without (?)Looking back I have to admit that
Things been wrong long ago
So please take the sorrow you gave
And leave

I'm desperately trying to cleanse myself of all this lies
So scared that I gonna love you till the day I died