Don't Think I'm Not Thankful Lyrics

I made some choices
That I'm not proud of
I was a mess, couldn't care less
About anyone to meBut there was this angel
I was so sure would save me
We fell in love and I messed that up
And blamed it all on You for letting her leaveAnd I believe the rain that fell on me
Was holy water
I can see that the going through that hell
Just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankfulIf I could go back
I know I would change things
That I've a life, the pain, the pride
And those that I let downBut without those mistakes and wrong turns
I couldn't have grown and wouldn't have known
What my life's suppose to be bound
And what I'm leavin outThe rain that fell on me

Was holy water
I can see going through that hell
Just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankfulFor Youre letting me down
Kicking my butt
Taking my hand
For picking me upNow I believe that going through that hell
Just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankfulAnd I believe the rain that fell on me
Was holy water
I can see, yeah, going through that hell
Just made me better