Evaporated Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
Don't know where the hell I've ended up
On this glary, random day
Were the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proudWoke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright
I walked barefoot down the road

Started thinking about my old man
It seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go
AnywhereHere I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done
No God, what have I doneDon't you know I'm numb, man
No I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business
These days
And I'm indifferent to the loss
I've faith that there's a soul somewhere
Thats leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is downHere I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry an' I can't see
What I've done
No God, what have I doneI poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
It evaporated, seeBlind man on a canyon's edge
Of a panoramic scene
Maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home
They think I've lost my mindHere I stand, sad and free
I can't cry 'n' I can't see
What I've done
Oh God, what have I done?