Even Now

Even now when there's someone else who cares

When there's someone home who's waiting just for me

Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs

And I wonder what to do so she won't see

That even now when I know it wasn't right

And I found a better life than what we had

Even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night

And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Even now when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now when I come shining through

I swear I think of you and how I wish you knew

Even now

Even now when I never hear your name

And the world has changed so much since you been gone

Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same

And this pain inside of me goes on and on

Even now, even now when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now when I come shining through

I swear I think of you and God I wish you knew

Some how even now