Everything Is Real? Lyrics

Thousand rivers from the same tear, protects me keeps me safe, wheel of fortune shapes the landscape, record memories on tapeStill the thought of happiness haunts me, like a lost soul in a house
Maybe one day it will catch me and give me the skill to breatheSequence my thoughts 'cause nothing seems real, keep my heart in steady beat as I download the endDo you believe anything. The pieces play a game, do you believe anything is real?
Struggle to harvest the seed that breeds shame, the pieces play a game, do you believe everything is real?
Tell me how it feelsI have no will, no soul, no courage, only oil runs through my heart, can't feel no pain
Can't feel no sorrow and I've never experienced joyHow it would be to make a choice, walking through the days of wonder
Confused I wait for death, unable to restSequence my thoughts 'cause nothing seems real, keep my heart in steady beat as I download the endDo you believe anything. The pieces play a game, do you believe anything is real?
Struggle to harvest the seed that breeds shame, the pieces play a game, do you believe everything is real?
Tell me how it feelsNow I know what it feels to hate, destructive with intention
And I know the lust of love and the pain that you've carriedMy courage makes me bleed, my body is decomposing, my envy for a soul...
MistakeYou would believe anything, the pieces play a game, you would believe everything is real
You struggle to harvest the seed that breeds hate, the pieces play a game, you would believe everything is real
I'll tell you how it feels (to have a soul)