Finally Not Sorry - Emily Plazek

Finally Not Sorry Lyrics

What did I do wrong now? Must have been my fault, somehow
I'm sorry, forgive me
Your eyes are speaking for you, I'm blind-guessing your thoughts, too
Please help me, speak to meI know how you taste, I know how you sound, your profile view, no one else around
I couldn't lose you now
But all of this time I taught you to see, conditioned you by always saying sorry
But in reality the fault was never on me
Never on meI summoned the courage and you came for the ride
I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside
I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you
What was I thinking?
So finally I'm not sorryGuilt waterboarding me, the fear you'll be unhappy
I'm sorry, forgive me
For years I forgot myself, for you my heart burned in hell
Please help me, speak to meI summoned the courage and you came for the ride
I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside
I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you
What was I thinking?

So finally I'm not sorryRemember how I waited so patiently?
So consumed by my own sorry empathy?
I wasn't a fool, I was just too loving
More than a fooled up heart like yours could ever be
And even now it hurts me to let you go
My dear friend, I only tried to hold you close
How can this goodbye be the only way to love you
After all those years that I tried?
Those years that passed by?I summoned the courage and you came for the ride
I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside
I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you
What was I thinking?
So finally I'm not sorry
So finally I'm not sorry
Finally I'm not sorry