Find It In Me Lyrics

This house is full of secrets that I
Have kept from her for far too long
I hope I make it through the dayMy conduct should be suspect and my
Intentions should be checked but I'm to
Involved in making plans for my soulHer heart is full of kindness that she's
Given away and now she is tired
Of all the parts of life that she's madeShe tries to help out everyone
But I can only help myself
I question whether she knows she's safeI hope you find it
Cause I could not find it in meI can't say when I'll leave you for good
My selfish heart hopes you don't go first
God knows I couldn't make it one dayI'll ask that you find someone to help
Like you treated me like you were myself
You broke your back to make it okayThese parts of life that I cannot hold
You carry me along with your load
You're more than I could ever repayI hope you find it
Cause I could not find it in me