Find Me to Forgive Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
You were the only thing I ever loved
Taken for granted, you couldn't stand it anymore
You were my lover for nearly eight years
But I am my father and I found anotherThe last sixteen months have been nothing but hell
I thought about jumping but that will be something
In the short time that I learned how to fly
Would you forgive me or bring flowers to me by the grave?Will you look the same when I meet you up there?
Remember my name, please
Will you look the same when I meet you up there?
Remember my name, find me to forgive, find me to forgiveI haven't seen you for over a year

I heard you were married, the baby you carried isn't mine
I don't suppose that you'll still have my name
You'll have another if you're not my lover anymoreWill you look the same when I meet you up there?
Remember my name, please
Will you look the same when I meet you up there?
Remember my name, find me to forgive, find me to forgive
Find me to forgive, find me to forgive