Finishing Lyrics

it's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't trueI didn't know that I could be so cold
I didn't know that I would ever grow
and now I'm older than I've ever known
the lack of love in my lifeI used to try to crush everything
outside of what directly spoke to me
now it's not cute, this inconsistency
just a lack of love plain in sightit's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't trueI used to say I gave her everything
but then I realized it was selfishly
you know I do just almost anything
to bring her eyes back to mineI hate so deeply the bridge burner fame
but still I bark out like a dog on a chain
when I think of all the hearts I've left in my way

mom and dad you made a big mistakeit's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't trueso here's a song, I'll call it Finishing
please don't believe I need your sympathy
when all and all the problems rest on me
hate to be any doubtit's amazing what a light I knew
it's amazing what a light I knew
and if you think it's all her fault
that just isn't true