Five Vicodin Chased With a Shot of Clarity Lyrics

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After all this time of asking questions of trying to find
Something to quiet this soul, Im left alone within my mind
Into this self-made hell I dwell, its not as hot as you think
More so dark and cold, with no room to breatheIm sorry, I dont think its going to be okay this time
My heart has skipped its final beat
Its beating me down onto the floor
That must mean that the pills are workingThe glass isnt half empty this time
I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago
It shattered when it fell and I broke the pieces
Each shards another reason another way to give upThis skin is so tight, so tight

That the air, the air cant reach my brain, my brain
There is nothing telling my heart to beat any faster
To let me scream for helpIm sorry, I dont think its going to be okay this time
My heart has skipped its final beat
Its beating me down onto the floor
That must mean that the pills are workingThe glass isnt half empty this time
I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago
It shattered when it fell and I broke the pieces
Each shards another reason another way to give upI will never give up
I will never take the easy way out
I will never give up
I will never take the easy way outCome onThe glass isnt half empty this time
I smashed it on the ground a long long time ago
It shattered when it fell and I broke to pieces
Each shards another reason, another way to give upThis is, this is life
This is, this is struggle
This is, this is love
This is, this is warThis is, this is life
This is, this is struggle
This is, this is love
This is, this is war