Have What I Had Lyrics

Listen up
You don't deserve to hear what I'm about to say to you
Listen up
You probably ain't gonna believe this at all but it's true
You know I got a new man in my life but
Being with him is making me realize, oh
Maybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was
Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours
Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore
Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got
It ain't fair to him I want someone that he's just not
Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me
But he can't compete
Cause he ain't you
That's when I realize
Boy I can't even lie
Cause now I understand
I'm never gonna have what I had

Have what I had
Enough
I coulda sworn id had enough of the pain, the pain
And I
Never thought I'd be going through this again, ooh again
You put me through so much more than I could take but
You're the reality that I can't escape oh
I'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok
Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours
Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore
Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got
It ain't fair to him I want someone that he's just not
Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me
But he can't compete
Cause he ain't you
That's when I realize
Boy I can't even lie
Cause now I understand
I'm never gonna have what I had
Have what I had
I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boy
And I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that void
Even though we've both moved on I know this much is true
I can't look you in the eye
And tell you that I'm not in love with you
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Cause all I do is spend my time tryin' to find what you gave to me
But he can't compete
Cause he ain't you
That's when I realize
Boy I can't even lie
Cause now I understand
I'm never gonna have what I had