Healing to Suffer Again Lyrics

I won't be chained to the earthI feel cheated so I cheat myself
I feel defeated so I defeat myself
Drown your sorrows again and again
Push away and deny this misery
These feelings and instincts remain
I'm struggling to pull myself from my graveLet me be one with the infinite
Let me be one
Let me be one with the infinite
I won't be chained to the earthI won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earthI feel cheated so I cheat myself
I feel defeated so I defeat myself
Drown your sorrows again and again
Push away and deny this misery
These feelings and instincts remain
I'm struggling to pull myself from my graveLet me be one with the infinite
Let me be one
Let me be one with the infinite
I won't be chained to this earthI won't be chained to this earthI just need the will to suppress the urge

I can't suppress the urge
I've built so many barriers
I'm healing to suffer again
Time has given me no remorse
Spiritually bankrupt
Just give me the grace to oppose this sinHaunted by the things I've done
Is this guilt and shame the price I pay
I hate myself for this weakness
I won't be chained to the earthI won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth
I won't be chained to the earth