I Can't Lyrics

I can't laugh I can't cry I can't see inside of me
Don't know the reason whyI ain't straight
And I ain't high
I'm the ugly in between
Can't live and I can't dieI wanna scream
And I can't win
My life's a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I can't feel
And I can't love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enoughI can't laugh
And I can't smile
I'll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I can't love
And I can't feel
And my mother never loved me

Deep down she hated meI can't fuck
I can't feel
I'm one bizarre motherfucker
What the fuck's inside of meI'll kill the beast so to free my soul
And smash the mirrors that won't let me go
Oh if there's a smile that ya see
It's only the clockwork orange that's in meI curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I'll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengeance that's in me
And bury the mirror that's inside me