I Don't Like Me Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Da da da da dada da
Da Laying in this bed with this man
I know it's sex, but I wish it was more!
Praying when he get out this bed
He'll feel the same way he did, before
But I know good damn well when he walks out that door
I ain't gonna hear from him anymore'Cause if I let him do it, I did it to myself
And I was so dumb I need it, I need some help!
'Cause all that I can see is that she is prettier than me
Damn, I wish I had her body! I can hear my self-esteem

I don't like me, me,
Me!And I feel so pretty today
This mirror don't look the same
I thought I liked the woman I was
But people keep saying, "change!"
Maybe they're right!
I made amends of my life!
I don't know where are we, I lost my sight!'Cause if I let him do it, I did it to myself
And I was so dumb I'll need it, I need some help!
'Cause all that I can see is that she is prettier than me
Damn, I wish I had her body! I can hear my self-esteem
I don't like me,
Me