I Lost Everything Today Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
I'm running out of excuses now
I try to hide from what you're giving
Cold advice never seems to end
Training days that I was livingMagic makes for a boring lie
Golden shit and a red bow tie
Bleeding hearts disregard the sun
And what's begun I don't know whyI lost everything today
I got beaten so I ran away
I lost everything today
I can't find my way to yesterdayGraveyard shifts to sleepless nights

Comatose but I'm still kickin'
Hungry headed data pig
God's remorse the paces quickenFundamental decadence
Simplified the masses wonder
Faulty streams of consciousness
The sea of crap that we live underI lost everything today
Out of time and it is not worth trying
I lost everything today
Lost it all and I just feel like dyingSimplistic, monolithic, hyperactive, neolithic
Condescending, never ending, disregarded fantasy
Creative, systematic, temperamental, horizontal
Disassemble, instrumental, polyester familyDivided, Aramaic, humanistic, esoteric
Super fragile, undermining, comprehension sanity
Fundamental, urination, sanitation, fornication
Vindicated, medicated unrelated can't you seeI lost everything today
I got beaten so I ran away
I lost everything today
I can't find my way to yesterdayI lost everything today
Out of time and it is not worth trying
I lost everything today
Lost it all and I just feel like dying