I Understand Lyrics

Shit, heh, friends, heh, a friends come and go I done learned that shit
Either through death or money issues
Or you know what I mean just time and space
Family sometimes you the biggest enemies man, heh shitThose that love me if you leave me
I understand, made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God, right where I stand
I'm a go get strong, return a better manYou better believe it you see me
How we creped up out of Cleveland get your money baby
If not I'm gonna break even I won't let you play me
Your game ain't even seasonIt's that thuggish ruggish Bone I hope you know
Little B the reason see you creepin' baby
But what are you really seekin'
Are you weak, don't believe in me, believe in JesusI'm a freak, but baby that's for life
And all the weak I'm goin' deep, and I can roll deeper than you
Half breed rock the mic's to survive
And I might not make it out alive I'm spittin' to save my lifeTryin' a make it right welcome to the world that we live
And all that I did was crawl up out the stuff for my kids
So, rest in peace to Little Eazy

But your paper work was sleazy and the black widow was hornyBaby was gettin' greedy my boys
Is 'posed to be watching my back
Load up the guns and let's attack
But ain't nobody tryin' to feel me with stack for my baby'sThose that love me if you leave me
I understand, made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I standI'm a go get strong, return a better man
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand, made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand, I've returned, I've returnedBetter bring my money baby nobody is gonna stop me
I'll fill 'em up with that hot shit
Bullets all in your body better watch me wicked posse
Yeah, automatic shotguns half of these rappers talkin'Ain't none of 'em ever popped one
Little kid from South View who would've thought that I'd make it
And the people ain't behind me my family's kinda freakish
That thuggish ruggish, nigga from ColumbusAnd this is the way we play spread your rumors
I just love it do it all day everyday
Ride to the rhythm of the nickel put the pen in the pack now
And I know you fear me, I done been thereDone that, run that, fun that covered around
And let me kill 'em with the venom we killin' 'em with the sound
Every city, every little bitty town
Everybody wanna break me downNobody gonna take me down East 99 has been abandoned
Cleveland they show me love, they still wonderin' how
I made it up outta the famine better believe it baby, baby
Should a listened to my people, still runnin' from demons and evil warThose that love me if you leave me
I understand, made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I standI'm a go get strong, return a better man
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand, made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand, I've returned, I've returnedI'm sick of the drama, sick of havin' beef with my momma
And beef with my sisters my brother got murdered
Over marijuana bless the bewilders
Strugglin', hustlin' all of my life, watching my backThey already tried to murder me twice
I smoke the herb that I like, I never done coke in my life
We buy but I lie if I did it I'd tell entertainment tonight
Ain't no slackin' in my rack it ain't no shame in the gameIt ain't no slippin' and the pimpin' ain't no crack on the brain
You gotta be jealous of me and my fellas
Ain't that what they tell us sell us anything
We helpless give me a little bit faq and help usWe strugglin', jugglin', thugglin', hustlin', thuggin' up in the club
No one to talk to, you step on his shoes
You really fucked up, poppa you was a roller
But his pockets are all swollen, you met the dope manAnd now we on the block ask who told 'em
Sell 'em some soap man that's for all the times you played me
Old man this is your son with a blunt and a gun
Check out my slow jamThose that love me if you leave me
I understand, made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I standI'm a go get strong, return a better man
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand, made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand, I've returned, I've returned