I Was Scared Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
OooOoOooOh..Listen to me,
Ive got to clear the air
there is something Ive held way deep down
inside all these years
you always were a friend
you always trusted mebut now i must admit i was not trust worthy*Chorus*
I let you down
I sold you out
i turned away as you fell onto the groundI was scared,
and i was terrified

and i was lost
and so i shot awayand i don't know what i can do to make it up to you
i cant turn back the clock
i cant rewrite the book
but if i could,
the end would be happy
you would be safe
and i would be proud to look at you
when i looked you in the face*Chorus*
I let you down
I sold you out
i turned away as you fell onto the groundI was scared,
and i was terrified
and i was lost
and so i shot awayThought i loved you..(Though Loved you)
i was so afraid
i could not think of anything to say(anything)
though i loved you(thought i loved you)
thought i trusted you
though i needed you(thought i needed you)
i was sooo afraid
i was so afraid( i was so afraiddd)and i promise
that ill never ever do
that thing i did that day when acted like a fool
i might get my ass beat
my throat slit and my fingers hacked
but ill never miss another chance to watch my brothers back*Chorus*
I let you down
I sold you out
i turned away as you fell onto the groundI was scared,
and i was terrified
and i was lost
and so i shot awayI let you downI was scared,
and i was terrified
and i was lost
and so i let you down.