If Heaven Could Find Me Lyrics

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If Heaven could find me somebody
Someone to hold me when I sleep
If Heaven could find me somebody
Someone to show me what I needI need someone to love me
I need someone to care
Watchin' each day pass so slowly
Gets to me more than I can bearI've been waitin' here for so long
You're not even near
Yeah, yeahYou shattered my illusions when you left me
Had me down crawlin' on my knees

Hopin' each day you'd come and find me
Hopin' you'd see my miseryI need someone to love me
I need someone to care
Watchin' each day pass so slowly
Gettin' me more than I can bearI've been waitin' here for so long
You're not even near
You're not even nearIf Heaven could find me somebody
Someone to hold me when I sleep
If Heaven could find me somebody
Someone to show me what I needI need someone to love me
I need someone to care
Watchin' each day pass so slowly
Gets to me more than I can bearI've been waitin' here for so long
And you're not even near
You're not even near
You're not even near