Illusion of Love (feat. Mattie Safer) Lyrics

Illusion of love
It's better than none
Illusion of love
It's better than noneI try, I try, I try
The only thing I have
The vacuum on my head
The vacuum on my headWhen I look around
A stranger to myself
All my friends are gone
All my friends are goneI cry, I cry, I cry
Until the day I die
When my tears fade and dry
When my tears fade and dryShe filled me up with expressions
Of things never dreamed before
She filled my heart with impressions
Of a world never knownShe came and gone
But the world's not as dark as it seems before
Because somehow the essence of her lingers

When I leave me aloneBecauseIllusion of love
Is better than none
Illusion of love
Is better than noneOh why, oh why, oh why
I can't sleep at night?
The sun is too damn bright
The sun is too damn brightMy head's spinning around
With some air in my lungs
My essence is my fault
My essence is my faultOh my, oh my, oh my
When I look in the mirror
I just see smoke and dust
I just see smoke and dustToo many days I was praying for her fall
Too many nights I was waiting for her call
Too many times I was trembling in fear
Wasting away every day, waiting to disappear
Wasting away every day, waiting to disappearBecauseShe filled me up with expressions
Of things never dreamed before
She filled my heart with impressions
Of a world never knownShe came and gone
But the world's not as dark as it seems before
Because somehow the essence of her lingers
When I leave me aloneIllusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none
Is better than noneIllusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none
Is better than noneIllusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none
Is better than noneIllusion of love
(Too many days I was praying)
Is better than none
(For her fall)Illusion of love
(Too many days I was praying)
Is better than none
(For her fall)Illusion of love
(Too many nights I was waiting)
Is better than none
(For her call)Illusion of love
Illusion of love
Is better than none