In Hiding Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
I shut and locked the front door
No way in or out
I turned and walked the hallway
And pulled the curtains down
I knelt and emptied the mouth of every plug around
But nothing's sound nothing's soundI'd stay but my last step left me
Ignored all my rounds
Soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls
They were upside downI swallow my words to keep from lying
I swallow my face just to keep from biting I, I..

I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, diving
I surfaced when all of my pen wasn't writing
I'm in hiding {4X}It's been about three days now
Since I've been aground
No longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now
It's funny when things change so much
It's all state of mindI swallowed my words to keep from lying
I swallowed my face just to keep from biting I, I
I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, I was diving
I surfaced and all around me was enlightened
Now I'm in hiding {8X}