In Perfection - Cipher System

In Perfection Lyrics

This is the beginning of the end
From this point on and on
Nothing will ever be the same again
My life is going its own way, running its own raceI need structure, I need beliefNow I can't find a single word... speechless
Now I can't find a single emotion... numb
How can I get my life back...dead?Stranded I am
Trapped I feel
Defeated by timeMy mind still stands here
Twisting, turning and changing it all
Reforming me into something I don't recall
I wanna set things straight
I wanna make things clearThis is who I am
This is what I feel
This is how I dieNow I can't find a single word... speechless
Now I can't find a single emotion... numb
How can I get my life back...dead?