In the Shadow Lyrics

I cannot get up by the howling cry
Just justify my longing to die
Bury me down at last
I think about it in the shadows and cry
Can scissors heal a man torn of tears
A fading I fear inside
The reaper in sheet will stand by me
I'm dreaming, I'm wearing a black dress that night
I'm just a being tonight
And still I'm dressed so black, oh, yeah
Maybe I'm just blind, maybe I should try
Can't you see why the vision is calling you?
I got the one, the dream of horror
Dreams of blood, dreams of war
Rudest eyes, seen the fright
Welcome to the eternal night
You won't be a butcher
No, you won't be at last

Somebody's the trigger, take it off
What, you are the priest's son? So fuck
So fuck yourself and die
Still I stand against the death
Am I just a shade?
Always I'm awake and in black
Still I dare to praise the Lord
No, I won't pass to the Lord
Goodbye, no
So the keeper waits upon
He waits upon a border
Let me own your punishment
It's time to break the border
The candlelight fades away
There's nothing at all but me
I stare at death and the darkest one's
Watching me with cold eyes
God has been with me in the shadows
I lost my reason to hate ya
So it's right
I can't leave the shadows
The last one has to survive
Right
With my light shining bright
I got my way to regret, just my hearts
With my last dying rhyme I got my world
To betray for what I did by my motherfucking heart
The shadows draw back into honesty and love
Obey and it will cut your throat
I can't speak and you shan't be the next
The shadows strike in your blame