Infliction Lyrics

My life's scars run so deep
Deep as in before birth
Some things just won't ever change
Feed myself some more painBad memories of childhood
Corrupting innocence
Not teaching me, misleading me
Leaving me on my ownWhy questioning? No answering
This shit's just so fucked up
Ignoring my own personal
Self characteristicsWhy no one was there to look after me
Torn in between myself
Lost everything taken away from me
Words they can't hear, deaf to hearBorn out of somebody's audacity
Not given a fair chance
Lies spoken in words that I do not know
Pain teaching me sufferingI can't ignore my feelings
My own hostility
Wearing my hate on my face

Look into my eyesHow in the world could you take care of me?
You could not care for you
I'm left with these horrible memories
Time easing me, freeing meRise out of my conscious suppression
And ask what the fuck? What for?
Truth wakes in me from my experience
Laugh wondering what it meansDo not create so blindly
Better your offerings
Lives are at stake
Don't deny us the futurePowers beyond in our hands
Ask yourself what it means
Never forget to look deep
Finding thyselfLaws I was reborn with
God-like in character
Choice to create
I will not make that choiceSevering of my blood
Extinction of my flesh
By my own hand
I can't deceive myselfChildhood wars, I suffered through them, my institution
Some pain will last like time unchanged
Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion
Stress overwhelms my peace of mindI was born from demons
From souls so far from peace
Ask where they came from
Woke with them, spoke with themThey too came from demons
Where can we all find peace?
Life should mean so much more
Peace will come when we sleepTo live is to suffer tragically
My life is complete hell, infliction
I know I am not alone, suffering
We all have our own shit, inflictionGrasping of all meaning inside myself
What we must all endure
Constant awakening of what my spirit brings
Breathe from my strength, child of ignoranceLiving in infliction, multiplied misery
Just part of birth, this is the consequence
What do I ask myself? This shit's just got to change
Some pain will last, living in infliction