It's Not Up to You Lyrics

I wake up
And the day feels
Broken
I tilt my head
I'm trying
To get an angle'Cause the evenin'
I've always longed for
It could still happen
How do I master
The perfect day?
Six glasses of water
Seven phone callsIf you leave it alone
It might just happen
AnywayIt's not up to you
(Oh, it never really was)
It's not up to you
(Oh, it never really was)
It's not up to you

(Well, it never really was)
It's not up to youIf you wake up
And the day feels
Ah broken
Just lean into the crack
(Just lean into the crack)
And it will tremble
Ever so nicelyNotice
How it sparkles
Down there
I can decide
What I give
But it's not up to me
What I get givenUnthinkable surprises
About to happen
But what they areIt's not up to you
(Well, it never really was)
It's not up to you
(Oh, it never really was)
It's not up to you
(Oh, it never really was)
It's not up to you
(Oh, me share)It's not up to you
It's not up to you
(Oh, it never really was)
It's not up to you
(Well, it never really was)
It's not up to you
It's not up to you
It's not up to you
It's not up to youThere's too much
Clinging
To peak
There's too much
Pressure