Just the Thought Lyrics

There's a staircase in my living room
And it leads to nowhere land
There are flowers growing from my wall
They lend a touching handThere are flowers that only I can touch
I must turn my back before I rush
To their self-destroying beauty
That only I can touchI slowly turn and take a step
I feel a change that I accept
Is it a game I will regret?As I play I see me winning
And I gain what's called self pride
And I turn around with a smiling sigh
To see a flower that has diedI feel a change, another change
Another game I will have learnedThere's a staircase in my living room
It leads to nowhere land
There are flowers growing from my wall
They need a helping handI feel a change, another change
Another game I will have learnedI slowly turn, and take a step
I feel a change, that I'll accept

Is it a game I will regret?