Love Controlled Despair Lyrics

To flee, and to be gone
(to be gone)
Detached from myself
To see clearly what's beyond
(what's beyond)
the dreary and cold walls within my head
I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regretAll I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
wish to sleep and leave all behindTo set free, and to forgive
(to forgive)
Illusion of myself
To breathe and truly live
(truly live)
Without the claws
the claws within my headAll I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside

I'm in love controlled despair
wish to sleep and leave all behindI exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regretAll I want is you to be there...All I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
wish to sleep and leave...
Leave all behind