Memory of Me Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Love no more, I have got a prayer
I ask forgiveness everywhere
Devil unseen, please stop bothering me
I've got a broken man to repairBrakes aren't working now
I'm trying to stop this train
Desperation, loneliness and painNothing's up ahead, the lights are supposed to be there
And you probably think I never cared
And I hope to God one day you find some peace
With the memory of meNow it's all in your head, and I'm the one at fault
Maybe I never loved you at all

I'd like to say I did, but I just don't know how
My heart could do the damage I allowedThe victim of my youth, the soldier of my dread
And I left all those tears in your bed
And I hope to God one day you'll find some peace
With the memory meMy potential is improving, my reckless days more calm
I know you won't believe me when I'm singing you this song
But damn I wanted to please you, I just didn't have the will
I was never looking for someone to keep me still, now I seeAnd so, if you pass this way again, if you feel the need
I'd love to hear the words that wait for me
But you don't need my sympathy, you're stronger than I think
I know you'll find your peace with the memory of me