More Than Ordinary Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
I used to make the fire
Now I'm running out of flame
The closer I get, the more regretsAnd I won't change everything
To have you back again
But I can't keep everything the sameThey say it won't get harder
And I'm gonna be okay
But it's just like me going against the breakAnd while I'm tied to your shoestrings
And I'm breakin' from the strain
Those damn things hold on like chains
Yeah, those damn things hold on like chainsWas I ever really more than ordinary?

Did you ever see me like I saw you?
Was I ever really more than ordinary?
Did you ever need me like I need you now?
I need you nowIf I was a liar
I had a few more friends
The chances are my heart would never mendAnd even know my conscience would go
Runnin' back again
Doesn't really hurt to pretend
No, it doesn't really hurt to pretendWas I ever really more than ordinary?
Did you ever see me like I saw you?
Was I ever really more than ordinary?
Did you ever need me like I need you now?
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now