Much Against Everyone's Advice Lyrics

I seem to have a history at missing the point
At this stuff, apparently
Very absent mindedly, I care
But never enough for youTime to put the record straight
Time to stop communicating
Please anticipateAnd I'm trying to comprehend the things I write
And I'm living the lie that I cannot satisfy
Much against everyone's advice
I'm still trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm tryingFaith, cheated me of everything
But I laughed until I stopped
Publicly, very, very openly
I sat alone with my thoughts for youTime to put the record straight
Time to stop communicating
Please anticipateAnd I'm trying to comprehend the things I write
And I'm living the lie that I cannot satisfy
Much against everyone's advice
I'm still trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying