My Heart Is a Fist Lyrics

I surrender
I know Ive been a pretender
You can have this guilt, this misery
I wear so wellI wave my flag and sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before I do any harm
I surrender
I know Ive been a pretenderIm living a dead life
Im staring into the headlights
A get away car that'll take me out
Of my mind tonightCrash and burn, an S.O.S.
Somebody help me get out
Of this mess of a dead life
Im burning under the spotlightMy heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise againTake a look at these hollow eyes
One last look before I say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare

I feel like I'll never escapeSo watch me fall from grace
Watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover
I feel I can never escape my fateMy heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise againSee You on Your cloud
Looking down
Im on my knees today
But You dont notice meSee You on Your cloud
Looking down
Im on my knees today
But You dont notice meYou dont notice me
You dont notice me
You dont notice me
Im screaming while I prayWhile I pray, while I pray
You dont notice me
Im sick of You
God, I am done with youSee You on Your cloud
Looking down
Im on my knees today
But You dont notice meMy heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul fight again
My hear is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again