My Notebook Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
I'm the kinda girl who is shy
I can't get up the guts to give it a try,
I have a crush that I can't deny
And I always see that chance pass me byI wish I would not be so scared
I wish I could just be myself
I write his name a thousand times
Hearts and smileys on the line
Flirt with him give him a sign
But its only in my notebook, that he's mineI'm the kinda girl who just stands back
I keep my thoughts and feelings to myself

I wish he'd know that I am there for him
But I am just to scared withinI wish I could jump off the page
Into that world that I have made
I write his name a thousand times
Hearts and smileys on the line
Flirt with him give him a sign
But its only in my notebook, that he's mineoh, oohh, ohh, oh yeahI wish I could jump off the page
Into that world that I have made
I write his name a thousand times
Hearts and smileys on the line
Flirt with him give him a sign
But its only in my notebook, that he's mineAnd I can tell him everything
When I write it down,
So why can't I remember it
Whenever he's around
I get so nervous
So insecure, I don't know why
I wish I'd open up and not be so shyI wish I could jump off the page
Into that world that I have made
I write his name a thousand times
Hearts and smileys on the line
Flirt with him give him a sign
But its only in my notebook,
Yeah, its only in my notebook that he's mine