No Rainbows for Me Lyrics

Maybe he means its some sort of ghost?
Maybe thats what the beast is, a ghostI've thought of asking you for so long
Afraid of what your answer would be
But there's no other way, so, here I stay
You know, I believe in your lies so easilyOoh, no rainbows for meI'm going for myself, so I tell myself
But there's no pot of gold, just shades of blue
You think my heart's a toy like a little boy
You pick it up and play with it and break it when you're throughOoh, no rainbows for meOoh, no rainbows for me
Ooh, no rainbows for me
Ooh, no rainbows for me
Ooh, no rainbows for meStop hurting me, baby, I may lose my mind
Stop hurting me, baby, or I'll end back hurting you
[Incomprehensible] no rainbows for me