Not That Beautiful Lyrics

I pray and I run from the past
I pick up the phone just to find Im alone
Its wearing me out and the weight of my sins
Killed the faith that I have so its time I begin
Back to the start just to see how it feels
I was the one who had thought you could heal
Now that its over its time to move on
Because I was the righteous and you are the wrongEvery time I try to run and hide
I feel you're haunting meIm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like youre so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
Youre not that beautifulI suffer inside just to feel Im alive
I bury the truth 'cause I know its a lie
I never said all the things I should say
Because you were the master and I was a slave
If I could find me a drug to forget you

Id overdose on the day that I met you
Kill all the drama its time to move on
Because I am the righteous and you are the wrongEvery time I try to run and hide
I feel you're haunting meIm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like youre so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
Youre not that beautiful
Im not that pitiful
Youre not so beautifulEvery time I look into your eyes
I see a demon in disguise
You fucking make me sick
You are the one that I despise
You take me and break me
You feed me lies
And all that you gave me in return was my demise
So maybe Im just crazy for believing this shit
But goddamn I cant believe Im fucking dealing with this
Its like a nightmare and I cant wake up
I just cant wake upIm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful
Like youre so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that pitiful
Youre not that beautiful
Im not that pitiful
Youre not so beautifulBeautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful