Nothing Good Is Real Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Allow me to confess 'cause here's the way I am
Obsessive kind with a possessive mind
I can only love my hand
If you should come close, little sister you may find
The smoke unbearable, that's the way I kill my timeSometimes I feel nothing good is real
Sometimes I know nothing good is slow
When it turns to goForbid me to get weird the way I always do
'Cause something disappears and I could end up killing you
You are so quiet shy and beautiful today
I wouldn't pass you up if you could only come my waySometimes I feel nothing good is real

Sometimes I know nothing good is slow
When it turns to go