One Eight Seven Lyrics

It's so nice sitting very still
In a room where no one else can feel
The pain that breaks my heart each day
I'm not okay
Sunlight shining through my window
Let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart?
I'm such a fool
Well paint my face in shades of blood and gray
And take a seat right next to me
But I should've known that you were a killer
But now I'm dead
A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tongue to end my life
But if you're blowing at the fire to light your strife
You'll never know, no, you'll never know, oh no
The hardest thing about dying is

Knowing you'll never see the light of day
A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold
I try so fuckin' hard but I can't fit your mold
The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day
The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day
You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out
Now you're gonna pay, I'll stab you one time
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you now
I'm insane
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you now
I'm insane
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you now
I'm insane