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And as the sun goes down I cry myself to sleepI watch the bugs crawling across my skin
Now that you are gone, I can let things crumble
And though it seems that this was meant to be
It's so hard to see and all I do is stumbleThe candles burn but it's still too dark
I have given up so it's not worth trying
I'll face the truth when I think I can
Try to understand what I love denyingI'm only
Falling through the cracks
I'm only
Losing my will to live

I'm only
Broken and beaten down
I'm only
I'm onlyI've got to go this place is poison now
Now that you are gone and your ghost ignores me
I beg and plead with eternity
But this fantasy, I see abhors meThe visions come during days or nights
Angels, devils pray on my weak condition
And out of reach there's a tiny light
That could set things right if I could change positionI'm only
Falling through the cracks
I'm only
Losing my will to live
I'm only
Broken and beaten down
I'm only
I'm onlyIf only the sun could spare me this pain
I would open up the doors and let him in
And look into his eyes, just burn away our lies
Take you from my heart and from my soulI'm only
Falling through the cracks
I'm only
Losing my will to live
I'm only
Broken and beaten down
I'm only
I'm onlyI'm only
Falling through the cracks
I'm only
Losing my will to live
I'm only
Broken and beaten down
I'm only
I'm only