Outside Villanova Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
And now I'm tryin' to decide if I feel dirty at all
'Cause it gets hard to tell
It's never just black and white, she's got a mind of her own
And she uses it wellSo she invites me over outside Villanova
She's got some pull out sofa that we won't hardly need
She is only drinkin' soda, revvin' up that motor
Got places we could go to but I still won't believeThat she's only gifted
When I'm standing by her side
She goes unassisted
And I start to relax as I cut her some slackSo get up, I gotta go to work

Facing all these people who now know I'm a jerk
And it's a set up, I gotta change my clothes
Concealing all this evidence before everybody knows
What I've done and what I'm gonna do again?And in the middle of the night I have a breakdown of sorts
With regret creepin' in
She's gonna put up a fight and she will get her way
'Cause she loves sleepin' inSo I need someone to side with when she begins confiding
And I cannot provide it, talk endlessly cold
She says she's so excited to play some groom and bride with me
But I'm undecided so I need to be toldThat she's only sinking
When I'm sleeping by her side
With a change of thinking
I could pull us away even just for a daySo get up, I gotta go to work
Facing all these people who now know I'm a jerk
And it's a set up, I gotta change my clothes
Concealing all this evidence before everybody knows
What I've done and what I'm gonna do again?
What I'm gonna to do again, noShe grows impatient to change my tune
She's gettin' older and legal soon
And I wasn't ready to start out and go upsettin'
Some girl that I'd be forgettin'
By the time the cops came by that afternoon
And I try to decide as she pulls me asideGet up, I gotta go to work
Facing all these people who now know I'm a jerk
And it's a set up, I gotta change my clothes
Concealing all this evidence before everybody knows
What I've done and what I'm gonna do again?
What I'm gonna to do again, no