Overload Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Still I'm spreading my disease
You work it out this time
Hell no, I won't retreat
Two times won't make it happen
Three times won't make it go
Overcome, make it run
I insist to make it flowNow I'm chasing what I've learned
You won't be blind this time
Getting back what they have burned
Two times won't make it happen

Three times won't make it go
Overload, still grows
I resist and make it flowTrusting the ways of my vulnerable heart
A million times before I get things right
So fragile it hurts when I just fall apart
Wait now!Still I won't get what I deserve
Your search for the dreams may falter
Paying back won't make it turn
Four times won't make it happen
Five times won't make it go
Overrule, from a tool
That brings me everlasting painTrusting the ways of my vulnerable heart
A million times before I get things right
So fragile it hurts when I just fall apartThose thoughts are rulin' my valuable time
In search for shelter I draw the lines
Won't you give me another break
To examine my growing and countless mistakesTrusting the ways of my vulnerable heart
A million times before I get things right
So fragile it hurts when I just fall apartTrusting the ways of my vulnerable heart
A million times before I get things right
So fragile it hurts when I just fall apart