Pain Lyrics

I wish that I could say I am a perfect man
I wish sometimes that I would not be who I am
One day I decided I would think on this
Not knowing if faith and pain can co-existCould I ever on my own conceive
Of someone I did not know, but I need?
I must be made to be at peace and communion
'Cause there must be some place, somehow from where I have fallenI find through every ounce of pain I feel
That my mind cannot deny that God is realThe inconsistency of what I say I should be
Compared to what I am in actuality
Leaves me in conclusion that I know the way
Though I am unable to always obeyNothing in this world has satisfied
My soul's hunger for a deeper life
The weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me
And I still live with pain inside but now I can seeAnd I find through every ounce of pain I feel
That my mind cannot deny that God is realThe pieces of my life are scattered on the floor
I stared at them till I could take no moreI do not deserve to be set free
Forgiveness is what I desperately need
And if it wasn't for the perfect blood was shed

Would I not be dead inside but I live insteadAnd I find through every ounce of pain I feel
That my mind cannot deny that God is realAnd I find through every ounce of pain I feel
That my mind cannot deny that God is realI know my faith's still here
Believe through all my tears