Painting the White to Grey Lyrics

Face I am nothing face complete by sarcastic tastes
What a waste I think I'd rather die
Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life
Always situations I can never hideCrying tears of anger, hate, depressed
I never know the me, never know what to do
Slit pour out the life a bottle of the vive
A desperate cry for something else to justifyI'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to gray
Painting the white toNumb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to gray
Painting the white toPlastic always drastic
A vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling through the attic
I know somewhere out there someone cares
Wanting me to get my head out of the clouds
As they think it's time repairThese scars will never clear
I'll never be the same little one with hopes of one day maybe being sane

I might have tried before but I locked the door
Now I need a reason to unlock itI'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to gray
Painting the white to grayNumb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to gray
Painting the white toCutting and popping
I know I'm not the definition of your model I'm always dropping
Lying and crying
I rarely find the relevance in always competing or trying, I take dyingI need to feel the shame in what it was that I did
I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did
Painting the white to gray
Painting the white to gray[Incomprehensible] 2:45In the back of a puppeteer bathroom floor is where I tried
Is where I tried, is where I tried, is where I tried
Is where I tried to diePainting the white to gray
Painting the white to gray
Painting the white to gray[Incomprehensible] 3:52