Panic Attack Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Thought I could fake this thing alright
Thought it could somehow get me by
Watching the doctors as they slide
Needles into my eyeThought I could finally get around
Laughable symptoms keep me down
Faces I see, all keep me blind
And now they're redemption's mineNow that I can't exchange actions for words
Now that I found these inside fears the worst
Now that I know, there's no place left to hide
Can I become all I thought I might?As the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them

Call to say what I'm missing and into a detail, they always go
Don't believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
All too often, I'm missing the spirit to fit in, so call me out
Call me outThought I could soundly sleep tonight
Positive clear and breathing right
Panic attacks, panic attacks me now
Seems like a fair redemptionNow that I can't exchange actions for words
Now that I found these inside fears the worst
Now that I know, there's no place left to hide
Can I become all I thought, I might?As the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them
Call to say what I'm missing and into a detail, they always go
Don't believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
All too often, I'm missing the spirit to fit in, so call me out
Call me outNow that I can't exchange actions for words
Now that I found these inside fears the worst
Now that I know, there's no place left to hide
Can I become all I thought, I might?As the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them
Call to say what I'm missing and into a detail they always go
Don't believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
All too often, I'm missing the spirit to fit in, so call me out
Call me out againThought I could fake this thing alright
Thought it could somehow get me by
Watching the doctors as they try
Slipping a needle in my eyeMy eye
A needle in my eye
My eye
A needle in my eye