Paralyzed Lyrics

I used to laugh, I used to cry
I used to do everything I wanted to
I don't know when, I don't know why
But somewhere I must have lost that guy I knew
And with a drink or two, any bad excuse would doI would like to quit my job, take a trip around the world
I would like to live for love, but I'm scared of being hurt
I would do so many things if I just could break the ice
But I'm paralyzedWhere will I be in twenty years
If I cannot change, I just don't wanna know
The days go by, I don't know why
But it's kinda hard to rearrange your life
When your fear's your gloom, any bad excuse will doI would like to dive for pearls, but the water's way too deep
I would like to live my dream, but I cannot even sleep
I would like to taste the rain somewhere close to paradise
But I'm paralyzedI would like to play guitar, but it's always out of tune
I would like to write a song, but I cannot find a rhyme
I would do so many things, I just have to break the ice
But I'm paralyzedI used to laugh, I used to cry

I don't know when, I don't know why
Where will I be in twenty years
I don't know, I don't know
Don't know, don't know why
Para-ralyzed, paralyzed