Promise Lyrics

I've told a lot of lies,
I call it a compromise to keep you in your seats
I was so afraid to lose
But the things that I did to you, you would never do to me
Why do I, why do, why do, why do I do it? why do I do it?
You wanna hold my hand and make a fierce, a false PROMISE
and even if you said you would, forgive me
I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry
I don't know if I could (you said you would)
I don't know if I can
I don't know if I, I (you said you would)
I don't know if I can
So I look at you now, bruised and broken down
About what you thought was love
You tell me you wanna stay, and you wanna watch me changed
But I'm scared and I tell you to fuck off
Why do I, why do, why do, why do I do it? why do I do it?
You wanna hold my hand and make a fierce, a false PROMISE

and even if you said you would, forgive me
I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry
I don't know if I could (you said you would)
I don't know if I can
I don't know if I, I (you said you would)
I don't know if I canMe and hardy girls we'll kill the lovers to hurt themselves
They can't believe if they deserve, anything it goes
And even if you say you know that I'm sorry
I don't if I could ever forgive me!
I don't know if I could (you said you would)
I don't know if I can
I don't know if I, I (you said you would)
I don't know if I canI've told a lot of lies,
and I call it a compromise to keep you
(You said you would)