Reluctantly Dead Lyrics

The blood on my hands
Tucks on my nose
I've been confused for someone who's in control
I follow the things that'll happen anyway
So I discontinue on the path that I hate
Cuz I'm gonna find my way
I've been grabbing at sin just to watch it slip away
I put both my hands up and I started to pray
That you ain't like me
And that you'd let me walk away
But I'll understand it if you chose to kill me
Would've probably done the same
Would've probably done the same
You and me If they came here to protect you
See I would never run cuz now the law is hunting our day

Would you understand that you've got control
See I've been confused for someone you'll never know
Cuz all of those things were gonna happen anyway
Somewhere within you lies the one that you hate
Im gonna fuck myself today
I'd rather fuck myself today (Yeah)
You and me If they came here to protect you
See I would never run cuz now the law is hunting our day
But you and me If they came here to protect you
See I am not the one cuz i will be reluctantly dead
I'll never be alive again
But do you realise you're my only friend
I feel at home again
Home again
FUCK!
I'll never be alone again
But I felt that I'm my only friend
I feel at home again
Home again
All this is all pretend
You and me If they came here to protect you
But see I would never run cuz now the law is hunting our day
You and me If they came here to protect you
But see I am not the one cuz i will be reluctantly dead