Right Here Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Do you see good intent?
When you read me
Youre trying to test me
You dont get my mindset
You only see the where and the when
Is that how your times spent?
Anticipate then its gone again
It's appeal is the lust for the things you conceal
Roll on like the spoke in your wheel
Until it breaks and you feel how I feel

All I really want is to stay right here right now
Theres so much more to talk about
The mind you broke
And the price that it costs me now (me now)
When I was gone I slept by myself and woke up alone
It feels like a fracture
A split in the bone
No more safe time
For us to be home
Leaving this again and when
Youre in their backyards,
Youre not here you cant tie my seams
So pick out those glass shards
They dont belong in your feet
Head on the wall tell me why I feel so small
When I dont even care at all