Rubicon Lyrics

Praying for myself, these thoughts I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart, I can't hear the words by which I guide
So I must ask again, "Who will carry me?"I cannot deny that nothing can defend
From the helplessness that's cutting deep inside
And I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real
Seems I've waited years for this day to endThe strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me
Are not there behind the face staring back at me
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am
I have come so far and I cannot returnNothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as I have always doneTell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for, something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart, so that it does not end
I cannot return, I can't start againNothing to deny, nothing to defend
From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside
And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real

It seems I've waited years for this day to endPraying for myself, these thoughts I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart, I can't hear the words by which I guide
So I must ask again who will carry meNothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as I have always doneTell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for, something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart, so this does not end
I cannot return, I can't start againNothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as I have always doneTell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for, something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart, so this does not end
I cannot return, I can't start again