Sick Lyrics

Who can I blame?
'Cause all this time I've just been paranoid
Nothing but shame
Now I'm just a girl that you avoid
I'm feeling like I'm kinda woozy
And I might just pull the trigger
I instigate but I'm the loser
And I just end up bitter(Chorus:)
I can't love you, I'm deranged
I'm afraid of what I'll do, I feel strange
I'm possessed by my obsessions, I admit
I confess to my intentions
I think I'm sickWhat can I say?
Never claimed that I had self control
If I could change
I'd be the girl that you'd want for your ownI'm feeling like I'm kinda woozy
And I might just pull the trigger
I instigate but I'm the loser

And I just end up bitter