Socio Lyrics

I remember now but I still have my doubts
I think it's gonna be today
Everybody came but it's just not the same
Why did it have to be today?Now my chest is tight, no, I am not all right
It doesn't have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anywayFear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this wayFreedom in a cage, no sun and too much rage
I don't know how much I can take
(I don't know how much I can take)
Push it down inside but it knows just where I hide
I know that normal's hard to fake
(I know that normal's hard to fake)Bleeding into life, it's like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me into this
(Slowly turning me into this)
Why does it have to be like this?I don't know what's wrong

It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anywayFear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this wayI don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anywayFear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this wayI lost again today
I lost again today
(I lost again today)
I lost again
(I lost again today)I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anywayFear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this wayLiving with a curse
Sometimes it's even worse
It slowly kills me everydaySomething I despise
Is gonna take my life
I guess I'll try again today